I'm sorry

I was trying hard to do my best, I tried it to
I used the words I did't understand
in order to say something I did't get
but now I realized, I'm not confused, I know what I want
but you can't have it all, the world is not this way, right?
It was perfect when you don't love me...
so ironic!
so please, don't love me, I just want you to be ok, to be happy
jumping, biking, running, living...